Going Through The Motions 'Til 3 (#1-10)

000) I finished watching the Late Late Show w/ Craig, but I felt like staying up abit longer, rather than just going to bed right after. As I would, I got on Facebook, and saw hardly anybody online. A wonderful friend of mine, Samantha Weeks was online, and we chatted it up for a small time... before I felt like typing up a bunch of Facebook status updates. And for some reason, it felt right to number them. What would eventually happen is alot of freeing thoughts, alot of Likes, an uncalled-for arguemment, and a great overnight that saved me in a small way.

Since that night, I'm not stopping, and I'm hoping to get to 100, but I doubt it. Enjoy this post or not, here is my evening.

1) Today, I was watching Jerry Springer. Like any episode, it felt nice sitting from the sidelines and watching the show... but instead of wanting a gal to watch it with, I wanted... a baby. A baby that can put on my Lennon shades, and I drink my ginger ale, and I tell him, "I swear to God, you better not get fat like these people, because I can't help you." And he gets his bottle, and we click our glasses. Like men.

2) It'll be a week before New Years Eve, and you know what's on my mind, Facebook? My life couldn't absolutely be more pristine. Looking back now, being rezoned to Lakeside was probably the best thing to have ever happened to me. (Take that, Mac the Panther) The Rolling Stones, American Beauty, alot went down, and it took me where I wanted to go: self-awareness and complete great living. (Take that, Dr. Phil)

3) A quote I will hold on to for the rest of my life, for it has done alot to my future, and has taken me to an adventure (and heartbreak) of a time. Whatever I want, some thing will come along and maybe alter that want, or change everything, maybe forever. And that's a lesson in life some people will grasp, and some people that will... not:

Shit happens.

4) It's a quarter 'til 3am, and I wish Samantha Weeks would stop Liking my posts. I'm not a coolio guy, so stop, please.

5) When I have the time (and car, and license, and motivation, and energy), I want to go to the bowling alley and tell the shoeboy to go fuck himself and slide on the floors and get kicked out. But DAMNIT, would that be worth it! :D

6) I sometimes have that urge to ride my bike at this time, when it isn't so damn cold, and listen to some oldies music like I like to do. But of course, I got parents. And of COURSE, I myself got priorities that I unfortunately cannot ignore... I'm such a loser...

7) It's not even 3am yet. Seriously, you guys, 7 NOTIFICATIONS! Go to bed, already! I'm busy wasting my time!

8) I'm trying to take a picture of me and my cat infront of the monitor to point out how fat he is, and say "8) Holy crap, why are you so fat." But my crappy camera is a battery slut, and now I'm writing this status instead. See? Shit happens.

9) That wasn't even 3 minutes, and 9 Notifications now?!? It JUST became 3am!

10) I'm out of stuff to say. It's past 3am, so that explains it. Be kind to one another, sleep well, dream well, live well, love well, and Rockwell. I don't know what Rockwell is, it just sounds cool.

- Ant

P.S-

11) One more, because this came to my mind just now: ... v-necks. I have alot of white shirts, but I don't know if they can be considered v-necks... but I would feel more comfortable with my skinny-ass body if I had me some good ones. Cheers.