- Last night, the total winter solstice took place above our house. But it was too cold outside, I was warm inside my house, and people kept getting me into cop shoot-outs in Free Mode from Grand Theft Auto IV online. I missed a winter solstice over 300 years in the making, because I was too lazy and I was playing video games. This should, without a doubt, tell you alot about me.
- I want a girlfriend, but I fear I wouldn't be a good enough boyfriend. But I don't have any experience, so I can't judge that well-enough. But I feel in my heart I would be, if I found the right girlfriend. But then there's the struggle. Something where both parties can feel right with each other. Then there's me, where I can't trust myself with a long-term relationship if it is a good one that can last. If I know it doesn't last, then that's really why I don't do it. And that's really why I haven't been in one in ever. If there's nothing that can keep it going, then don't go in the first place... so it seems to me. Substance. If I can find that in her, I'm home. If she can find that in me, then I'm in heaven.
- Ooh, Jerry Springer is on. Ah, a show, reality or not, where I feel like a man, and not a guy. A guy too stupid or amateur to get on live television to solve my problems. But a man, who sees it from the sidelines, and knows where his life is at and is going. It feels good, ya know.
Ouch... well, she's not wearing a wig, at least.
- I need a webcam. My life would probably be infinitely more connected if I had one. Oh, well.
- Ant
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