Motivation and satisfaction (No. 1)

DRIVERS LICENSE

I'm not much of a fan of driving. That's what I believed, until I went go-cart racing in Adventure Crossing during a birthday party last year, then my life changed. Now, it's one of my main focus in life to get a [beeping] drivers license, or even some card to get me to drive. However, I'm a lazy guy, and put up from getting a permit until January of this year. I'm gonna be 17 in about 5 weeks, and I still have nothing involving a car. But I took the permit test finally around January.

I passed the signs test, failed the rules test. Typical. Since then, I just stopped caring, and just think about it on occasions, say "Yeah, maybe I should..." only to be mind-stopped by something. But now it's just critical I get it.

I ride a school bus with a ratio of about 2:8 high to middle schoolers. Middle schoolers that want to be the high schooler we are. Middle schoolers you just want to choke and beat their ass to death. I can't express it simpler or easier than this status I wrote on my Facebook:

"- Once you get closer to the end of high school, there's a fine line between you and the middle schoolers. A bunch of pathetic wannabes who look like an overweight set of child prostitutes and gangbangers, have phones and Apple tech they don't know shit over, and will go as far as they can to appear badass infront of the high schooler. Problem is, they don't know what kind of a high schooler I can be."

There really is a fine line between us. Yes, you used to be a middle schooler yourself, but when you get closer to graduating outta high school, it's a clear wall. Not just a pristine wall, but a wall that's been developing over the years because of parents and technology, but that's another story.

And it's not just them. Believe me, I can go on about how much I wanna smash these little runts with a baseball bat, step on their heads, crush them, GAH!... but it's not just them. And like always, there are middle schoolers that'll surprise you with their intellect, but like my recent posts have said, it's rare.

I also ride with the 2 of that ratio, and the half of that ratio is basically the same as these middle schoolers who shouldn't be in high school in the first place.

And it's not just them. We have a terrible driver, an annoying cast of characters, a route that lasts about 5 minutes so we can't sleep (even if we tried with the annoying cast)... And what is it with these people and perfumes? You're not gonna get attraction by smelling like old vanilla cookies or macaroons. Srsly...

So I just turned a discussion about a driver's license to a rant against a school bus. But this is good, 'cause it'll remind me of why I should look into a license. Now.